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Tue, 10 Apr 2007 21:26:36 GMT

Over the week end I spent with sunvenus which we dedicated to Magick, companionship and the Thelemic Holy Days.

We performed a number of operations to clear old ties and bonds, as well as open our new order and lodge. The Alchemical Temple of Will and Lodge Infinte Stars.

We had manifestations of energy, excellent Trance work, as well as sharing with each other, helping each cope with problems we are facing in the fashion of true friends, she is an absolutely wonderful Friend, Sister, Priestess and Comforter.

She was able to help me forget about a some health problems that I have been recently experiencing and having trouble ignoring until tests results come back. It was very healing for me, and helped me gain a much needed new perspective on my life, to face the on coming ordeals. Thank You Sister

I have been diagnosed with a form of cancer and am now waiting for the Biopsy results to tell if it is malignant. -- Fear is the mind killer says the line in Dune, and By The Gods it certainly is, even for one who generally has a fairly positive outlook on Death. I have had a number of close calls in the past.....

sunvenus helped me to regain that outlook and let go of most of the fear. (A little I think is perfectly Natural) Though on the Night I returned home I had a turn that is not related the original diagnosis and has now set off another scare... People do not have Fits for no bloody reason, yet I have.. CT Brain Scans now this morning to see what is going on.... Fear is returning but at least this time it is not mind numbing. What ever happens will happen, I can do what is needed both Magickaly and in the Mundane to ensure all goes well.

So why this raving.. putting things into words helps me clear my head, and solidify my thoughts.. Sorry not good reading.

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Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:32:16 GMT

Well at long last I have succumbed to the pressure applied by my Sister SunVenus, to join the LJ community.

So now that I have joined I should think of something to say!!

Well I am totally enjoying the Thelemic Holy Days here with my Sister, we have had some awesome times so far, and some VERY successful ritual workings. Both of us have needed to break certain ties that have bound us to particular Groups, People, Entities, etc from our past relationships.

The working we performed for this was unusual in that we experienced some odd phenomenon during the Ritual and After. To set the scene ….. We are on a reasonably remote property with the nearest neighbor around 1 km away, there are no other people here with us and all the animals are outside. During the Ritual just after the invocation of a certain goddess special toi us, the Television just comes on for no reason we can work out…. Remote no where near where we were working, No other Remotes to create some type of accidental turn on, no animals to set off the Remote, and No timer on the Television…. FREAKY… Later we both heard Horns (Musical not Car) during a special consummation used in the ritual. We both later laughed and said it could have the Rapture…. Well that sort as well!! Plus the usual Flaring of candles Darkening of the light in the circle etc etc..
EXCELLENT RESULTS.

Any way You will probably have noticed that I have applied to join a number of communities today these are the ones SunVenus has told me I HAVE to join. She will vouch for me in any of those…

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